I've been living with these Natives for over a week. They kidnapped me but it turns out that they're not the ones trying to hurt us. Ethan was just different. These days have been so great actually I haven't had time to write. I've made many friends and one of their leaders, Beatrice, told me that I can live here if I want. I wanted to say yes but alas, I have a life to get back to. I tell her that I just want to go home. She says she understands but tells me there is one condition. I have to go back to the camp for a few days and infiltrate. She says I need to keep a close eye on Walt; watch his every move. She gives me this walkie-talkie and tells me if anything goes wrong, call and either she or Tom will answer. I tell her thank you but…

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Today, another woman comes into the room and hands me a gun. She tells me to shoot her in the arm and then take the keys from her pocket and get out. I ask her why she's doing this. She says there's no time and takes the gun herself and shoots her leg. I'm shocked but I quickly grab the keys and say thank you. I run out the door.

When I leave I find stairs that lead straight up. I climb up and find

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Well I found it! They captured me and knocked me out and blindfolded me--the... others. And now I'm stuck in this dark room. They haven't done much to me. Yet. A woman brought me a sandwich. I asked her who she was, why I was here. But she said nothing.

God, I'm freaking out. Maybe Ethan just led me to a trap.

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One month. That's how long we've been stuck here. Or... I've been stuck here. I'm not giving up yet though. I found a stream in the jungle thank god, I was beginning to run out of water.

Walking and writing is very hard. I don't think

Having trouble writing these days. Goddam headache.

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Woke up today with a massive headache. Tried to ignore it. Just kept on walking. Stepped on a sharp rock which pierced through my shoe. Blisters everywhere. Oh god, why did I do this? Ethan's probably dead by now.

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