It was all such a waste, The web that they weaved, I'm trying to be happy, But I just want to leave.
I long to run away, Run far away from here, But memories and theories only follow, And so do the tears.
I've taken so many chances, I have given it that one last try, And at the end of it all, I'm still broken, and I still sit and question; who where and why.
Was there any point to this? It's all I want to know, Because the mysteries are getting darker, And I'm more than ready to go.
And I'm not even thinking, Of what I could leave behind, I can't think that straight, With so many unanswered questions on my mind.
I don't know who I am, Or what was shown to me, Happy and cheerful, Is all I want to be.
I'm tired of the words, it will be ok, just hold on Because it's really not all right, I'm so sick of acting strong.
And I'm wasting my time, Lying to myself that it's going to be ok, I'm just wasting my time, As I slowly fade away.